Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Dear Universe,

Quick question for ya:

When will it be my turn to have things go right? To get my way? To be really happy again?

I'm trying to stay positive, to stay hopeful here. To be patient. I really am. But you're not making it easy for me.

I'm calling a truce here. Whatever I did to get you on my bad side, I'm sorry. Can we please make up and be friends again?



Deanna said...

Oh, I hope the universe decides to cooperate very soon! You deserve pure happiness! I know it's hard to accomplish when it feels like the world is against you. I'm on your side, and will try to coerce the universe to listen! :) ((hugs))

Jus and Kat said...

I could've written this exact same letter . . . thanks alot universe (no, really)!

Kat @ In Dylan's Memory

My New Normal said...

Me too! I think it's time the universe cut us all some slack!

Beryl said...

The universe certainly works in strange ways sometimes. I hope it listens to your letter and you get your true happiness soon. *hugs*

B. Wilson said...

I don't mean to pry and you don't have to reply to me or tell me a thing, but sounds like every single time I hit CD1. Just comparing that same feeling of UGH I deal with every month.

Now, it's not to say that I don't feel that on every single day, but I usually base my feelings on what part of the month it is. Usually beginnings of the month mean AF and also the coming around of the 5th, day Andrew died.

I sure hope things start looking up for you, for me, for all us BLMs. Not just in the sense of adding to our (forever incomplete) families, but because it's just no fun living like this!

Saw that you're writing your blog into a book! I love the idea and have been reading yours since December. I read every one of your posts and they helped me get through the first few months. You're such an inspiration. Know that even when you're feeling down, you are helping others so much. And we're so thankful.

Brooke said...

I could have written this exact post today (for the reasons that B. Wilson just spelled out in her comment). No idea if that's where you are, but if it is, you're not alone. And it really is too unfair.

Anonymous said...

I've also been feeling like the Universe is against me lately. I hope the Universe is getting ready to give us all our biggest dreams, because we deserve it!

Mary said...

Amen Kristin! Well said...and I hope it turns around for all of us!

Ashlee G. said...

Theres something fun for you over at my blog! :)

Anonymous said...

Hey girl... Still here. It's easy to get sucked into the grief all over again. I just celebrated 2 years since I lost little Hope and Gracie, and it was a HEART WRENCHER! Even more so than last year. But God has a wonderful plan in all of this suffering. In it we find a beautiful gifts that our children have inspired to happen. Keep reminding yourself of these little gifts Stevie has left behind. and don't forget them! You are in my prayers. God Bless. <3 luci

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