I just want it to be Tuesday already. Actually, I just want it to be Tuesday afternoon, after seeing your heartbeat on the ultrasound. I am so scared that it’s going to be bad news. I have no basis for this fear, really (I mean, my symptoms are getting worse and worse, and I don’t have any spotting or anything else to ‘worry’ about), but I know from reading blogs and hundreds of stories on Faces of Loss that being a babyloss mom does not make me immune from things like missed miscarriages, blighted ovums, and molar pregnancies.
I just want everything to be okay. I need everything to be okay.
I am a mama, photographer, writer, bargain-hunter, wannabe crafter and baby shoes expert.
I have two beautiful babies: Stevie Joy, who was stillborn at 26 weeks on 5/8/10, and Elliot James, born 3/23/12.